(1) AFTER THE DARKNESS what you see before your eyes is not reality what you see before your eyes is not the real world what appears in your mind is not the truth can't you see the deception that they put you thru thoughts so surreal blinding your vision mocking your self ridicule your decision destroying your life it's a fucking mess controlling your fate after the darkness all thru time they lead you thru the past all thru time they lead you blinded by shame all your life force fed to regret it's not your choice you can't forget thoughts so surreal blinding your vision mocking your self ridicule your decision destroying your life it's a fucking mess controlling your fate after the darkness a shroud of blood covers the dead the face of fear shall rise again all dimensions of your world be sought all the faces of the victims you never saw a rippling effect of the turmoil before you catatonic state affects but a few removed from your memory all the faces of the victims you never saw thoughts so surreal blinding your vision mocking your self ridicule your decision destroying your life it's a fucking mess led thru a world of unforgiveness after the darkness the face of fear shall rise again after the darkness

(2) COME WALK THE FIRE come walk the fire hidden beneath my screams come walk the fire a silent killer stalks my dreams come talk to death a never ending nightmare come talk to death remove this catatonic stare don't be late we'll open the gate we'll let you in drown you in sin damnation accursed past you're not the first you won't be the last within the fire you'll feel the pain within the fire you'll go insane come walk the fire it will control your life come walk the fire it will do you no good to fight come down below we want you come down below we want you dead don't be late we'll open the gate we'll let you in drown you in sin there's no escape you can never hide try it once you'll love suicide want to see your fear pain intensifies you're gonna like it here never gonna die you were never alone you never had a mind we were always there this is what you'll find

(3) MEMORIAL can it be that the world I see is crumbling before my eyes my sanity engulfed in blood as my family dies screams fill the house my suffering has just begun I can't believe just what I see Oh god what have I done what have I done their only son floor stained in blood temptation has won now I can see what is to be the only way the final day so meticulous and thorough in my murdering way matricide and patricide a great way to end the day I can't remember what had put these desires in my head all I know is that my family is dead hatred animosity temptation beckoning the anger built inside me and the tension grew I can't recall what I've done I don't have a clue wake up in a cold sweat at the ceiling I stare turn my head and see my mother standing there she holds a knife and says to me "son, we love you so, but dad and I feel that it's time for you to go."

(4) THE BLACK blackened discolor a mind caught in a door between time hatred concealed in black judgement trapped betrayal of those once known revenge convicted within uncertain of the words spoken thoughts thrown into convulsion see thru the time that has already passed deception confusion rising fast onward and onward towards the black mind frayed lost in the past no thoughts remain no chance to see the truth inside of lies the black lives with compromise time killing pain the agony of those lost sorrow in the world we lack envision the end witness the black see thru the time that has already passed deception confusion rising fast onward and onward towards the black forgotten look to another time leave the past and confront your mind onward and onward towards the black deceive thoughts from the past believe inside retain your grasp onward and onward towards the black onward direction inside onward towards the black

(5) DEVIL'S ADVOCATE she reaches into your soul she rips it into shreds satanic inhibitions maniacal indecision she mesmerizes you with her stare your mind shifts to lust unholy thoughts of sin satan is who you trust amorous nightmare a desolate cry cascading downward falling into an empty twilight promiscuous advocate his enraptured desire contours his obsession burning like a fire abhorrent cries screams confer a purged life in oppressed obstinacy mirrored images congregate his soul enticed with her beauty reaching for sanity deceived by reality deity of obsession entranced with her beauty yearning to embrace to caress the cries come with me I'll help you die thru the rites of suicide she'll be well worth the wait thru the flames you'll consummate

(6) KILL ME IF YOU CAN kill the ones who loved and kill all those who cared the end has begun kill me if you can loved the ones I killed I saw their fear screaming as they died kill me if you can drunken killer in disguise razors slice and hands are filled down a beer and cut a throat adrenaline rush and killing drive with your blood I'll get you with your blood I'll find you run away I'll get you run away I'll find you run away scream for me I'll kill you hanging by a thread I think you should be dead haven't lost my greed killing is what I need you deserve to die and death is here the end is closing in tears fill your eyes and hell draws near you leave a life of sin the shit that filled your head is thru death has pulled your reigns now your dead and the test for you is to rule the scorched terrain why don't you stay awhile you'll like my killing style I'll do it nice and slow then it's time for you to go damned and sympathized what are you a cheap demand and unholy lies time's up payment due you haven't lost it's not a crime ask me to I will you haven't lost it's killing time ask me to I'll kill drunken killer in disguise razors slice and hands are filled down a beer and cut a throat adrenaline rush and killing drive with your blood I'll get you with your blood I'll find you run away I'll get you run away I'll find you run away scream for me I'll kill you mindless search for escape looking back as they ran a dagger in the back kill me if you can to all those who dropped before me hell awaits screaming as they died kill me if you can

(7) INFERNAL ASPIRATIONS what can we do to stop the madness what can we do to end this sadness can we terminate this playing with fire as the inferno blasts us higher flames surround us as we start to die the impact of our screams begin to amplify these tools of destruction that we create control our lives kill all we hate death comes in thousands to those who wait for the hands of radiation to seal our fate parading corpses down the streets of life punctures humanity's heart like a knife all succumb it will take your breath all will die a painful death paranoia rips our brains creeps into our ears terror stricken fear inflicted horrified thru the years the carrier of annihilation finally arrives burnt to ashes cremating our lives cadaverous remnants of the population civilization subject to mass immolation do not worry the weapon is our friend the final equation something we can't comprehend death comes in thousands to those who wait for the hands of radiation to seal our fate parading corpses down the streets of life punctures humanity's heart like a knife all succumb it will take your breath all will die a painful death

(8) EXCESS BAGGAGE you keep bitching and nagging in that idiotic way maybe I just have to kill you today but living won't be the same without you maybe I'll just have to kill myself too I grab hold of a butcher knife make two stabs and end your life blood starts to flow as you hit the ground it's just not the same without you around place the knife at my chest but can't push it thru a change of mind as I look at you see you dead and don't feel so sad maybe it won't be that bad slice you up and put you in a bag realize how fat you are as I feel it sag take it and dump it in a ditch finally gotten rid of that fucking bitch

(9) LOST SOULS... THE EPILOGUE in the final hours the walking dead control the dreams that pour into your head led by the lust cowering in fear you can't deny the screams that you hear satan's grasp takes hold of you your soul dives down into the depths blood lust grabs hold of you the devil pulls out your last breath immolation immersed in the flames absorbed in blood dripping from your brain bombarded with your sins devout of honesty can only hope your mind can set your spirit free take your damnation with a brave face don't disappoint your forever cursed race the credits roll upon your life the final act of your hidden strife crushing end to a hopeless display your reality blown away encircled in the grief a sanctity of disbelief amorphous sanity a prelude to fatality living the curse of a mortal man led by forces that take your hand and lead you down a road of sin caressing the pain held within painful memories of horrors you saw as frozen specks of death begin to thaw cross the threshold and slam the door mounds of earth become your eternal floor awaken to blackness that envelops your eyes a sheet of darkness blankets the sky death is everyone's desire you can deny it and be labeled a liar a realization a charge in your head a moment of feeling and then you are dead an inbred felony a soul theft exit our hero stage left

(10) RENTED ASYLUM I control your brain and read your thoughts I inflict the pain and damage at any cost I feed my adrenaline thru you grasp hold of your heart and rip it in two I control what you say and whisper into your ears with your soul you will pay I prey upon your fears with my incestuous lust I betray your every trust conceal a secret of sin and suppress the agony battle the pain within and kneel before me slide the needle into your vein discard all thoughts that remain awaiting death within your room you lose your breath and lay motionless until your doom you want the pain to subside and my home is the only place to hide denial and aggravation empty every vial with no hesitation heart is pounding in your chest feel a mile high cardiac arrest drop a mile till you die you rented space within my walls hide your face as you hear my calls I'm always ready to heal and relieve the pain that you feel you seek asylum you found a friend you can always find him I'll be there till the end as you lay dying in your final hour I'll find another victim to devour

(11) WHEN BLACK SKIES TURN GREY as I sit in my darkened world watching black skies turn grey I'm trapped in a living dream knowing my life will never be the same I write my blackened thoughts silence the sorrow watch the sky turn grey all my dreams end awakened by reality I die slowly trying to end insanity maybe the sky will turn from black to grey caught staring in a mirror of hatred soon to be a victim of demise I only wish to laugh and play to watch a new sky turn grey I continue writing my blackened thoughts following orders until I hear death's toll black skies turn a darkened grey hate leads to my insanity I cry out loud praying for a passageway a way to find my sanity another man sits in my darkened world watching pain inflict my thoughts he is my passage way to insanity I shall not return I retrieve my thoughts hand over my dreams of infliction hate leads to suicide as truth blackens the sky turns black instead of grey I am taken by the police of dreams never to look into the sky I pray my soul ascends to heaven or will the devil pitch my path of oppression skies turn black incandescent pain hate leads to my insanity I cry out loud praying for a passageway a way to find my sanity welcome to the house of pain room 4891 the room of death and fear cage of pain fear echoes in my head corruption runs rampant thru my mind confession ends the pain and fear pain sublimes two and two make five it's too late now I sold you and you sold me as I sit in my darkened world watching black skies turn grey I'm trapped in a living dream knowing my life will never be the same

(12) WORSHIP there's a man on the ceiling spilling blood everywhere I have the strangest feeling that he's not really there looking down from up above spilling blood as if it were love poisoning my soul and mind falling down and losing time wanting you to worship is just a part of my greed I'm nothing that you want I'm everything that you need one day you'll see the truth and I will have the proof everything that I do will be for you dementia grips my brain there's blood all around another life is slain another corpse hits the ground laughing as you scream and cry laughing as they die I'll be there when I'm thru and I'll be coming for you the man fell from the ceiling look into my face the blood spilled I'm now feeling finally finished this race I look into your eyes and I can see I've lost my grip upon reality you're the reason I do the things I do the reason I kill is because I love you